its fuzzy, but i think i see a light off in the distance

i have been believing in myself this week. its kinda cool. i don't want to get too excited though, my next entry will probably be all about how crappy i feel. ah ha ha. i'm not sure what it is. i think mainly i'm starting to believe in what i'm about to accomplish. i'm not believing because of a smaller waist line though i can tell you that much. Scale and i have been having a few disagreements lately about the progress being made. Scale has been locked up somewhere in a dark corner underneath the bathroom sink. Scale is grounded! but anyway, back to the believing part. hopefully it continues.

tomorrow is an out of town trip so no surprise, i will miss my thursday 3 miler for the third week in a row? tonight is a 4 miler (will do later when you are all in bed ha). and then my try at a 9 miler. woah. the thing that sucks most about this one-long-run-a-week theory is that immediately after i finish the weeks long run, i'm subsequently thinking about the next one all week long. 9 miles? my longest is 7.5. crazy. who does this Hal Higdon thing he is?

p.s. i haven't head headaches because i'm still drinking skim latte's? it seems like a no brainer but last time i quit the dew, i was drinking latte's and the headaches were something fierce. maybe i had so much dew its still working its way through my system. which could be true because i spent what seemed like 5 minutes at the urinal the other day.