For 4 weeks I have not been dieting. 4 weeks. not good. this happens periodically when i get stressed out about life and all of the different things i have going on. change, even the prospect of change. success sometimes throws me for a loop too it seems. run 7 miles, eat the next day as though it may be my last day on earth to eat. what? so again tomorrow i will try to DIET. stupid diet. to be successful i need routine, i need simple, i need to not think. why can't i just NOT use food to comfort me in my times of stress. why. whatever. tomorrow i guess. just in time for one of the busiest seasons of work. stupid stupid stupid!