"believe it baby!"

i just want to believe. just want to believe. in me. i just want to believe in me. i don't want to analyze it or strategize it, i just want to believe in me. i don't want to sit around waiting to be this weight or that weight before i believe in myself, which is what i have been doing. i want to believe in me and all that i am right now. is that so hard? sometimes kinda. can i just look in the mirror and believe in me? its almost as if i truly believe in myself but then i look in the mirror or step on the scale and then tell myself dude, you can't believe in yourself look at how out of shape you got yo bad self. i believe in me when i'm running. i believe in me when i'm lifting weights. hmmmm.

looking forward to the longer run manana. quiro run este noche pero i'm full. quiero jugar in mi vida with the deep i believe in me attitude. espanol is muy bueno pero i'm not en chile y yo soy hablar muy muy broken spanglish. ha!