1690 calories today. too high. more tacos...i guess i love tacos? if i didn't need to cut some weight i suppose i'd have tacos all the time. i got closer to the big basket of candy at work...made sure no one was looking...and stuck my nose in there and took a big sniff.

the weekends are going to be tough for a while. i guess i was "rewarding" myself for getting through the tough weeks at the office by splurging on junk food on the weekends. i didn't really realize that until tonight. right when i got home from work, i had my mind on loading up on some kind of junk food. when did i start doing this? i'm going to have to make sure i hit the gym on saturdays and sundays, hopefully that will help with my mental toughness in keeping the diet going.