ran for about 41 minutes on saturday. today i lifted chest and shoulders (not a good combo i know, but i just felt like it).

my hr monitor sucks. i don't know how far i ran in 41 minutes because it isn't working. maybe i will try to get a new battery to see if that helps. its not just the hr strap anymore, its the distance readings that are wonky or non-existant. i'd kind of like to buy a new one too though.

i need to find a way to go out on dates but not eat out, for a long time. can't do it anymore. i have good days during the week but then after tasting the crap food on the weekend, i have to start over on monday. no amount of running can make up for eating out 2 or 3 times a week. i don't even want to be in that environment if i can help it.

i have a lot on my mind but i don't feel like posting it right now. i had kind of a tough weekend. lets just say i was reminded that girls can be complicated, emotional, sensitive, and over-analyzing. heh. maybe thats a little harsh. these are some of the reasons we like girls (me anyway--i like these traits because they complement me), but sometimes its real tricky. please don't send me hate mail! hehe.