feelin' fine

you guys are funny. thanks for the comments i wasn't expecting any chatter i just thought i'd give you a sneak peek at a happy-go-lucky mugshot of myself (naked too!). and i got my first comment from a freak! how cool is that! a freak with two first names at that, kind of an added bonus! dear freak its not easy being this prettay but someones gotta do it. ha.

about the weight loss comments, that was nice. i've worked pretty hard to knock off 12 or 13 lbs. or whatever it was since about jan 7. i conveniently did not pan down to my waistline. not that its way out of control but hey i have some work left to do i'd say. i'm pretty hard on myself sometimes, that seemed to ring true with the comments when i read them because you guys seemed to have this picture in your minds that i was about 400 lbs. not that theres anything wrong with that (i've been watching a lot of seinfeld lately), but the only impression you had of me was from my written word so i guess maybe i'm too hard on myself i dunno.

come on rebecca show us the goods! or just show me, thats ok too :) ok my picture is coming down tonight, now you know what i look like, so i guess you'll have to click save-as in the next couple hours? :) i will post another one in a month or two in the case that i feel like i look any different.

i cannot believe how good i feel lately. eating clean since january really did the trick, i feel like a completely different person. i have so much energy. what if everybody in america took one month out of their life to eat really clean (no fast food, no candy, no cookies, no crackers, no chips, etc), i wonder what would happen?

tonight Hal says i'm supposed to run 3 miles. i'm tempted to skip ahead in the schedule but i won't. how am i going to be able to yank myself off the treadmill after only 3 miles? maybe i'll see if i can pull off three 10 minute miles.

i was so hungry today. i'm a little embarrassed but....i took a stroll over to target in the morning. its about about a 10 or 15 minute walk there and back to the office. nice way to stretch the legs. i went to get a cliff bar. i get back to my desk and i couldn't get the little bugger open. by now i'm delirious with hunger. i rip the wrapper open and mr. cliff bar flings under my desk. i use my feet to nudge it back to where i can grab it. out of the corner if my eye i think my cubemate was watching this whole thing. you know i ate it. it looked ok :) cubemate never spoke of it and i don't plan on bringing it up. i was so dang hungry!