catching my breath

i'm taking myself on a little running vacation. is there such a thing? i hope the weather is nice. i hope i don't put myself out of commission by trying to run several consecutive half marathons, heh. i feel like i'm going nowhere, i'm lost and churning the days up with blank stares and wallowing in guilt; spiraling downward, downward, downward. redo's and start-over's, thats all i have nowadays.

so no more posting for a few days. packing the running shoes and boarding a plane later this week. i need a bit of a getaway. anything to turn this thing around. see you in a week with hopefully a new outlook. or at least an improved one. it'll happen, i know it. i'll bring the digicam!

see you on the flip side.
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i lied. i'm back! actually i just got back from the gym. i actually went to the gym. woah. i did 10 minutes elliptical, 1 fast mile on 'mill, and then a good biceps workout: 3 sets heavy db curls, 3 sets of bb forearm curls, and 2 sets of 21's. i feel a lot better but i'm still getting on that plane later this week. see ya, have a good week/end everybody.